HAIZ. now i dont want to get into my first 4 choices at all. OMG. My score is like killing me everytime i think about it, everytime someone asks me about it. It didn't occur to me that i would do THIS badly. i knew i was not all that ready for exams and felt so helpless... i was so damn distracted. i tried to do what i can and failed. so be it. ALEVELS. I don't want my aunt there to comfort me anymore. i shall make her congratulate me. still, thankful that ppl that care offer hugs. it helps alot, you'll never imagine how much.

work was FML today.


wow. i guess i need some new year resolutions.

No1. to study hard (got a damn bad feeling bout my olvls T.T )
No2. be a better person, have the heart of an angel. LOL
No3. to not tong xiao mahjong for no reason (shortening my lifespan seriously....)
No4. to not judge ppl
No5. use less strong words (like to use hate and damn quite a lot...)

That's all for now. and it's not easy i think.


wish for today : a present to appear at my doorstep.


christmas........
is just another day.


At work-

Me: use what colour cloth to clean this(some huge metal thingy) ah?
Xm: undergarments..hehe
Me: * gives the -don't waste my time- face *
Xm: if not you think why nobody want do this...need tuo guang guang. hahaha
Me: HAHAHA. WTHH

while cleaning sofa-

Xm: you use wrong cloth liao la!
Me: don't scare me...
Xm: is use undergarments la i told you le! HAHA
Me: HAHAHA

JOKER SIA THAT GUY.


WALLET HAS BEEN FOUND. long ago. hahaha a kind soul returned it with every single thing intact. wahhhh so touched~~

some areas of work are getting better..like you are more familiar with everything, no need everything also ask and piss ppl off. more familiar with the ppl...make more friends :D some areas are like worse, realising that some ppl wear fake masks-.-'' have to be carefullllll especially when they smile smile. haiz. hate this part of work. so FAKE. and i'll be like so damn pissed for the whole day of work. nvm....think maybe when school starts, just work maybe just on weekends or might as well don't work liao.

HAIZZZ WORK REALLY IS DAMN !@#@#%#^$. AT HOME PLATE ALSO DON'T NEED WASH. REALLY IS FAN LA ZHANG KOU, QIAN LAI SHEN SHOU. NVM. chi de ku zhong ku, fang wei ren shang ren. LOL...

christmas is comingg :D which just means.... celebrations and presents are cominggg!!! YAYY. anyway, i'm working on christmas-.-'' double pay. but rather stay home dress up as santa or smth. LOL! nvm, celebrate on 26!







SUAY

i lost my DAMN NICE WHITE ENVELOPE wallet today. First time in my life sia. well done. and i only realised like 6 hours ltr-.-'' when going home, ordered ice milo at macs and had no money to pay. TAMADE. and no money to go home, borrowed from a kind stranger. DOUBLE TAMADE. guess i lost it before going to work, maybe left in the toilet or smth? seriously hope it's in the restaurant. tmr have to go back early to check T.T GAHHH. My IC, ez link ( with a very nice CARS sticker and just topped up today somemore! @.@ ) , 100 plus bucks, and all my other what membership whatsoever cards. AHHHHHHH. pray it's still in the shopping mall, lost and found or smth. PLEASEEEEEEEEE.