Aye.

I have been watching videos on youtube like C.R.A.Z.Y
Last weekend, the so very important weekend for studying was used for watching you're beautiful and we got married AGAIN. AISHHH. From the time i wake up till i close my eyes... And end up in a daze when i finished everything of WGM. thats 20+episodes >.< So this is what they call 'in a daze', and the very first time i threw studies so far away, so farrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. It's really scary and the feeling sucks. Sucks so much more than looking at that ball go to the goal attack as she splits and leaving me tripping over her legs. Yes, that ' DAMN IT ' feeling.

I am so lost now. goodness. should i struggle and do as much as possible or just give up? But i hate the feeling of ' i read this before, now why is it that only the heading appears in my head, where is the explaination, WHERE?!?! ' seriously.... but i also hate starting halfway :/ it's either i do it or i don't. i can't persuade myself to start halfway, and this is also the excuse i'm giving myself to sink into this shitpool. SAVE ME!!