New outlook :)

I kinda figured out special days should be accompanied by subtle changes. A brand new backpack on the first day of school, brand new babies for the final exams, brand new dresses for CNY, get the drift? heh. The special thing about today is, waiting has ended for good. Utterly sick of waiting for your replies like a total idiot, waiting for you to eat sleep shit, waiting just for the moment when you finally have that miserable time for me. FORGET IT. Maybe now i can do so much more without considerations, without some smart alec to tell me to go reflect. seriously wtf is wrong here??

ANW.
I've been playing days and nights of mj. Sleeping at 6am and waking up at 6pm. wtf!! LOLLL and apparently just waiting and waiting and STILL WAITING. But waiting has ended(i guess?), sort of time to get a job with decent pay and enough spare time for mj of course haha.